Its the end of the month and I have never posted any prompts. I know, who cares, no one remembers, no one knows about it until today. Everyday there’s this inner desire to do so, I power my tablet, place it on my lap, go to wordpress reader, enjoy reading, press like or share. Yes, I would draft something, then an interruption, then another thing. Until that draft ends up in my draft files. I have plenty of them, like maybe thirty.
There is something in procrastination, that leaves me procrastinated. Worst is it comes with a company, like “this post is not good enough”. Then I begin to compare my work with that of other better writers or bloggers. I judge my own work eventually bringing myself down.
So I busy myself reading a lot. And doing some hobby like my crossstitching. Until my eyes gets tired. The eye doctor gave me some prescrition called Refresh which I drop in my eyes and voila! Things get brighter and clearer. That is how I felt when first joined wordpress, everything is bright and clear. Everyday was a day of excitement as I turn my laptop on, see the big wordpress logo then I would log in. In fact wordpress is in my mind and heart the whole day, to the point of dreaming about it. I would dream of future post that would make a big hit online, that would get a thousand likes.
But here I am waking up at the end of the month, looking at my site at jingdleon.wordpress.com, except for a reblogging, there is nothing new. But hey, today I woke up singing from my dream. Someone in my dream asks me to sing and so I kept singing until I woke up. As soon as I opened my eyes I search my memory and the song was Tomorrow, “the sun comes up, tomorrow…….”
There is nothing as refreshing as waking up to the sun, its always a day away and I would post this one, “come what may”.